damn i want to 

dress up and be my own characters more

maybe when i go to university except for the bits where i have to interact with people because if i’m not me in front of other people and i say something that is what the character would say but maybe isn’t true for me or isn’t how i’d say it then

that’s like lying, i don’t want to do that, i can’t keep track of that

mmmmmmmm

darn i just want to be a sulky teenage boy with lots of bad thoughts, why’s this so hard

why’ve i got tits, i don’t want them, maybe i should find a way to 

quietly get a good binder

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thinking about this